Thursday, August 31, 2006

Monster Jojo Strikes Again

What's up with Jojo? :(

He has not exactly been the most obedient dog but his behaviour has been quite `ok' lately (besides dashing outside at times and other minor bad habits here and there).

However, I really don't know what's wrong with him tonite!

I had spent time with him while watching TV earlier.. stroking him and removing some hard skin flakes near his neck..

Maybe it was triggered by the fireworks (but it stopped soon). He suddenly ran upstairs into my room and went into the bathroom and started scrambling for things to chew like what he used to do!

From past experience, it was no way that I could coax him out and using force would be worst! I could only `trick' him to come out.

I pretended to want to bring both him and Jelly for a walk. Jelly unsuspectingly became part of my ploy too but even when I tried gently to tie the leash to Jojo's collar, he turned violent and wanted to bite me! His teeth scratched my hand! I was so upset that I almost cried in front of him!

So I took Jelly out of the gate knowing that Jojo would follow. Yep, he did move and went to look for us.. and when he was out in the garden, I asked mom to quickly close both the gate and the door!

I thought that was the end of the drama. But less than an hour later (with no fireworks nor any aggrevating factor) he did it again! When I let Jelly out to pee, he just dashed inside the house, ran upstairs and parked himself in my bathroom under the basin (his territory)

It was even harder to get him out this time and the only trick was the same one. He was a bit slower to respond but he still came out. But then, he ran away into the streets!!

Argh!! I was furious and decided I had to punish him. So when he was waiting to come in the gate, I let him and took the leash into the garden and called him gently. Apprehensive, he came to me. I put the leash on him and he probably thought I was bringing him for a walk again..

Instead, I tied his leash to a water-tap just outside our house, as punishment.

He barked but not for long, probably knowing he did something wrong(?) Sigh, I don't know what I did was right or wrong.. I know hitting him would produce adverse effect. But he needs to be punished.

I will bring him in when I finish this post. Sigh.

Happy Merdeka Day!

Happy Merdeka to our nation!

Happy Merdeka to me! :D

Yep, tendered the letter this (wed) afternoon to the editor/COO and he just nodded and took it, as if he was already expecting it! The ONLY thing he said was: `who have you cc it to?' No, not even a casual question like `why' or `where will I be going'

Which only made me feel I've no regrets whatsoever in leaving. Although it has been 12 years that I serviced the company.

I then went to the HR department but the person in charge of resignation was on leave.. but another staff told me my days of leave left and from her and my own calculation, my last day would be October 13. Oh, it is a Friday too! ;)

Funny thing is, my immediate superior was actually happy for me to go.. for he himself is going to resign end of next month! But because he has so many days of leave, he can leave immediately and before me!

I know of a few colleagues from the same desk are quite definitely quitting too. Which says a lot about the place huh?

And I almost can't wait till mid October. Soon... I am entering into a new chapter of life.

update (Sept 2): After speaking to the HR personnel, I decided to work the whole two months as the company will be paying me back for my days of leave left! So, my last day of work will be Oct 27. Well, 10 days extra to bear but will be compensated by extra $$$ !!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

The End of a 12-Year Era

August 30, 2006 (that is, today) should go down as a historical date in my life.

People, I AM RESIGNING from the company which I've worked for in the last 12 years. And it's only the 2nd ever resignation in my whole working life so far.. (14 plus years?)

It's not a decision out of the blue. I've mulled over this for the last two months at least and now I'm certain that I need to move on, before I make myself more miserable by working here.

Well, some may wonder what's wrong with my job - which seems like a dream job to many - you know, rubbing shoulder (not exactly but close proximity) with celebrities, free concerts, shows, movies, flexible working hours etc.. the list can go on. Yes, I don't deny that I do enjoy the job of an ent. journalist, but the woes have now outweighed all those things..

Imagine your articles getting butchered, your writing styles stifled and so much limitation to the subjects you can write on. On top of that, you don't even believe in the product that you're writing in anymore. I know of many co-workers are disgruntled and disillusioned too..

I was like 95 per cent sure about this last Friday, after another problem that occured in my Twins' story. I thought and prayed long and hard over the weekend. Then as if it was a sign from the Almighty, I had my last straw today (but I didn't resign because this incident since yesterday I've contacted some other publications already).

As usual the story was cut short and even the angle altered, but worst of all, the `smart ass' ed who cleared my story took the liberty to CHANGE something to make it factually wrong, and that unfortunately reflected poorly on my interviewee, who called and cried foul, but thankfully he knew I didn't misquote him. Yes, of course I brought this up to the deputy editor who admitted it was a mistake and (to my slight surprise) asked me to do a correction to be published tomorrow..

This is not an isolated incident as blunders kept happening from time to time to others' work too.

I just couldn't take such crap anymore. I know I need to leave as soon as I can as I have to give two months notice.

So, just now I typed my resignation letter to be handed it tomorrow. Now, it was quite a challenge as I had not done this like ages! I asked some friends just now and even resorted to research on the Net.

The wording was tricky too. I don't want to be too curt neither do I want to write chummy stuff which would make me feel like a hypocrite. For whatever problems I have encountered, afterall, this is a place I've worked 12 years and there were good memories too.. maybe not so with this `new, revamped paper'.

This is what I wrote.

Dear Sir,

RE: Letter of Resignation

Please accept this letter as my formal notice of resignation as a journalist with (the company's name), with two-month notice from this date of August 30, 2006.

I am thankful for the many years of opportunities working in this company, from which I’ve benefited and learned much.

Yours sincerely

It's short and `sweet'. But took me almost an hour to do it as I was trying to find the right wording for the timing of resignation.

So how do I feel? Well, to be honest, it is very much mixed feelings.. this is like the only company I have worked with (my first magazine also belonged to this company then) It's almost like a 2nd home with its relaxed, informal environment. Basically, I've built up my journalism career here - I've gotten the chance to meet many people, go places, covered some exciting and memorable assignments, learned a lot about all kinds of things and made many friends and acquaintances.

Sentimental feelings aside, I also feel relief, yet apprehensive and excited at the same time. It's what an editor (not my paper) told me. There are doors open and opportunities else where. Because I've been `stuck' in that place so long, I have not really looked. And she already assured me that she wants me to contribute to her paper.

Yeah, I haven't found a new job.. I will be looking around and I pray for directions and opportunities. There are various options.. I might even do some freelance first and take a break before starting in a full-time job again.

Of course, I won't give up writing. Being a journalist is still something I definitely want to do and probably something I know I can do.. :p

I will find out when my last day will be but that would be in October.. and after that, I'll be entering another chapter of my career life.. which I am placing it in the hands of the Lord.

p.s. In this post, I've not mentioned the name of my company but those know me and my regualr readers will know anyway.. whatever written here are my personal feelings and opinions.

Monday, August 28, 2006

A `Stupidest Accident'!!



I crashed my car at my house front entrance!!

I still didn't know how I manage to do that.. This afternoon as I returned home, I stopped my car infront of the gate as usual to wait for the automatic gate to open.. As it opened, I was looking out for Jojo who should be in his doghouse.. but I could not see him so I was wondering where he was.. and then, when the gate fully opened, I just swerved the car like normal to enter and then the car crashed into the side of the concrete wall!

Argh!! The sound was so loud I knew the damage was bad.

It was pretty bad.. even the left door couldn't open anymore., and there was a gap at the bonnet opening too. My car also knocked a big piece of concrete off at the wall.

My poor car.. :((( and this would set my wallet back quite a lot!

I still couldn't believe I did that! Considering this is my 2nd stupid accident recently (but thank God I had not had any road accidents in ages.. the last was 8 years ago when someone knocked into me beating a read light from the other side)

End of last year, my mind was `off' when I crashed into the metal poles at the guard house. I forgot totally about them being there and just drove into them before they went down..

Wonder where my mind had gone..? :((

Friday, August 25, 2006

Pix filler

Gave up writing a post on dad's birthday dinner tonite. It was taking ages to uploads the many pix! Well, that would come later. In the mean time, here is just a `narcissist filler post' with a couple of pix showing my new hair-do ;P

This was taken at dinner just now


With Tan Soo Suan, the resident soprano of Dama Orchestra and my (occasional) vocal teacher! This lady has an amazing voice! Just finished an interview on their upcoming production `Butterfly Lovers'.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Dad's Dinner at `European House'

I almost thought I would be really late for dad's birthday dinner tonite - an early treat as mom had prior program for us on his actual birthday on Sunday!

It was a stressful evening. The eds wanted me to find some particular photos on the Net to go with my story. Argh, I have brought this all upon myself.. :( If I have kept my mouth shut about the (kinda big) news on some HK popstar, they probably won't know about it and I won't need to write the story. Well, guess I am living up as a entertainment journalist and somemore working for a tabloid paper that likes sensational stories!!

Anyway, shall not dwell into this.. I left office at 7:45pm or so and normally it would take less than 15 minutes to reach the destination but today the traffic was just horrendous! thanks to the crazy downpour in the late afternoon.. But thank goodness I managed to remember to go from the backway and made it for dinner with parents at Cafe Cafe.

Had read and heard quite a bit about this place.. surprisingly it's quite happening even on a week night. It's smaller than i expected. What makes it nice is its classic European interior decor and with dim lighting, it's pretty cosy and romantic!



The food was of good standard, and we were all very happy with the set dinner we ordered - consisted of starters, soup, main course and dessert. For mains, dad ordered lamb shank, he ordered the more expensive (and delicious) Wayu beef for mom and I had grilled salmon.. we also had a bottle of red wine - Cabernet-Melot from Australia!







Oh, the dinner was a treat for dad from mom and me.. hehe, at least got someone to share the hefty bill! ;)

When we finished, we went for a `tour' upstairs - which was closed as it was to cater for private functions . It's feels like an European home, complete with sofas and a mock fire place.











Happy 66th Birthday Dad! You don't look your age! ;)

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Two Calendar Stars for 2007

I have just submitted photos of Jojo and Jelly to be featured in the Dog Calendar 2007!

Last year, I met the animal-loving Sherrina K, who spearheaded the dog and cat calendar project. So I promptly sent in a photo of the two Js to be featured in this year's first Dog Calendar. And yes, I blogged about it. A few months later, I wrote about it again when the calendar was out! And finally I even posted the the photo of their page in the calendar!

I have almost forgotten about next year's calendar until the topic was brought up with a pet shop owner on Sat. Funny this year's calendar is in front of me all the time and yet I could overlook it... :p

This time, I decided to give Jojo and Jelly their own page. :) While I knew which one of Jelly to submit, it was not so easy for Jojo as he doesn't like to pose for pictures! I thought of posting the two photos here but then I thought let the photos be a `surprise' to all.. :p

Those of you who would like to have your doggie featured in the calendar, I think it's still not too late! But you have to act fast. Drop an email to ksherrina@gmail.com and include your dog's photo and name, your name and a short caption of not more than 15 words. Yep, it's that simple! btw, she mentioned before she would like more non-pedigree dogs!

Hurry, so your dog can be a calendar star too! ;)

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Rambling on a lazy Sunday...

Am taking a break writing Twins' concert review to write in my blog instead. Really uninspired to write as I was totally bored and unimpressed with the concert, as I predicted myself to be..

Felt like I have wasted my Sunday away..! Thanks to some uncontrollable biological circumstance. If you're a woman, you would know what I mean..

Ok, I did go to sleep pretty late but would have gotten up for 11am service at church.. However, the stomach cramps were so bad - even my back ached. Though I already got ready and changed and even had breakfast, I really felt unwell.. I needed to crawl back into bed, and so I did after popping two pain killers.

I missed church again :( (as last week I was in JB)

So I dozed off.. and when I got up at looked at my clock, it was 3pm.

Oh, yesterday after coming back from Genting, I went straight to my hair salon and ended up spending FOUR hours plus there! Initially just wanted to colour the front bits to cover up all the greys (Yes, i have lots of silver hair now!) but was suggested that I could do part rebonding to make my hair at the back less frizzy and big.

I spent SOOOO LONG at the salon - I went through more than half a dozen of Hello and Hot magazines - yeah, mindless gossips.

Anyway.. when I look more presentable -I look quite sickly right now - may post a pix of my new hair-do. ;)

p.s. Yeah I know this is such an uninteresting and uninspired post. But it's a break for me from writing an uninspired and unintresting concert review... :p

p.p.s. Will play with the two Js in the garden in a while..!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

One More.. and More to Come!

If June-July's posts were dominated by World Cup. No prize for guessing what my August's blog looks like!

Tomorrow I'll be covering yet another concert! No, it's not INXS - that my colleague is more qualified to cover than me.. and no one else on my desk would be able to make head or tales over a Canto-pop concert than yours truly.

I'm going to Genting (yes, again) to watch Twins' concert! The ever so popular HK girl group who appeals mainly to teenyboppers.

They have a reputation for singing out of tune live! Well, I will listen intently and will have no mercy if they really fall short of it.. (evil laughter). Anyway, no denying that they're pretty hot and as a paper dedicated to the young people, my boss thinks we should write about their first concert in Malaysia.

Will be going with the coach for a change and stay over night..

Went for Starlight Cinema with friends at Sentul Park just now. watched the silly comedy `Just My Luck'. The screen was quite big and clear but the sound system was not good enough for such a huge space. Most of the time I read the Chinese subtitles! We had food and drinks, and sat on the straw mat I bought from a street vendor some years back! ;)

Weekend is looming but more work is also looming..

Speaking of concerts, there's one concert this month I really look forward to - Eason Chan next Sat! And thank goodness it's in KL!

Belated updates of the two Js!

I know.. I know.. I have not posted on my two Js for quite some time! At the back of my mind, I meant to do so but somehow there're just so many other things happening. And then I read today in my friend's blog - she links my blog name as `Jess.. where are the two Js?' :(

Anyway, my two beloved canines are fine. Only thing is Jojo is still recovering from wounds on his front and back legs. It seems that those wounds, which even Vet can't explain the cause, has become a `seasonal recurrence'. They would heal gradually after Jojo takes the medication, orally as well applying on the wounds. Then after completely healed for a month or two, the wounds would suddenly come back again.. normally at the same places.

Sigh.. but at least it doesn't look like Jojo is suffering from pain. He's still behaving as normal - active and has good appetite.

Jelly is still my `little shadow' but can be quite naughty at time.. gosh, her appetite and greediness for food is amazing! But recently, her ears have some earmites, which Jojo had in the past too. Have to apply ear drops and clean them often and she doesn't like it..

I bathed both of them before going to work today.. they are looking clean and fluffy and smell quite good too..;) So, here are photos fresh from the oven! (taken just before posting!)


Jelly striking a lazy pose in my room


Jojo just woken up from his sleep.. notice his wounds? :(


Jelly looking expectantly at me to feed her snack


Jojo lazing on the floor and wearing his melancholic expression..


I have to place Jelly next to Jojo for a `group shot' but then they just decided to lie down together!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Summer Live Concert down south


You can call it the Mother of Chinese pop concerts. 8TV’s Summer Live Concert last Saturday at Danga Bay, Johor Baru was quite an event and attracted a huge turn out of more than 100,000!

Firstly it was free. Secondly, how often do you get a gathering of 15 of some of the hottest individual/group artistes from Taiwan, Hong Kong, Korea, Singapore and our own shores?

Even yours truly was quite keen to catch it despite knowing it would be a five-hour road journey on a coach - one way that is. And that means my weekend will be gone. But nevermind, there were a few artistes who I really would like to see!

We arrived JB about 3-something and checked in at Zon Regency, which was also the official hotel where the artistes stayed at and where the post-concert Wrap Party was held

Then we were off to Danga Bay! But got quite cheesed off having to wait an hour for some of the local press. We had high tea there before being transported on a tram to the concert venue and passed by carnival-like stalls, eateries, shops etc.. It looked like quite a happening place!

It was only 7pm (the concert was due to start at 8:30pm) and already the place was packed! The media of course were ushered in like V.I.P (ahem) using a special entrance and I was seated three rows from the front. Only the VIP area had chairs. All the fans had to squeeze themselves in some fenced up area - divided into `Superduper Rock Zone' right in the front but at the side, `Super Rock Zone' and `Rock Zone' which was right at the back! Gosh, they really looked uncomfortable but it didn't seem to dampen their spirit!

The emcees said some die-hard fans had even camped overnight since Friday to secure a good place in the various free-standing rock zones!

8TV hosts Dylan Leong and Gary Yap started mingling with the crowd and then at 8:30pm, Taiwan’s boyband Energy kicked off the show with some fast dance songs including their signature `Come On’.

It was unfortunate that some among the audience had fainted - probably due to the heat and overly crammed surrounding. We witnessed at least seven or eight people being carried out on strechers or by the paramedics. The situation was not unnoticed by the organisers of course and even the emcee had to plead with the crowd to stay calm and not push. Fortunately, things got under control.

Since it's an 8TV event, its Project SuperStar winner John and finalists Desiree, Winson and Mei Sim also got to perform and did pretty well as novice. Of course you can't leave out Malaysia Idol Daniel who seemed to be more confidence in handling the stage and huge audience.

Not that I'm bias but the talented Gary Chaw brought the show to a new high with his superb performance. With his shirt buttons undone, he belted out his own version`Superwoman’ with such panache especially when singing falsetto.

The sound system began to show problem when Nicholas Teo came on to croon those tuneful ballads. Then the timing of the commercial time (it was aired live) only caused him having to stand there and waited fortwo minutes! It was funny that considering he sang slow songs, Nicholas was drenched in sweat! Probably due to the blazing lighting, the hot temperature.

Glaring tecnical hitches occured again and the `victim' was poor Justin , the only Hong Kong artiste at the concert. When he was about to croon his second song, the introduction of the song did not come on properly and there were a few false start and then total silence. The artiste, who was not eloquent in his speech looked pretty stumped and even cried `help!’ Finally he went off stage and reappeared and this time managed to sing the rest of his repertoire smoothly, including a cute dance number.

Korean teen sensation Jang Na Ra’s appearance was another highlight though I must admit I didn't know her. The cute pint size actress/singer delighted fans by greeting them in both Korean and Mandarin. But her vocal was a little jarring to me.

The audience went wild when Taiwan’s Rainie Yang, known for her cutesy dispositions came on. She proved to be the darling of all and she got to sing four songs -more than any other artistes.

JJ Lin from Singapore brought the atmosphere to boiling point when he appeared on a platform singing his hit `General Chao’. Then he caused another stir by asking a female fan to come on stage. “I’ll sing this song pretending you’re my girlfriend,” he said and he then holding her hand while crooning the romantic `Sha Lang Hei Yo Only To You’! And the blushing fan was swooned!

The last act was Taiwanese group 5566 who had gifts for the audience in the forms of autographed balls! Causing many to jumped and scrambled for those flying balls! It was a pity though as only three of the original five members were present.

The concert ended with a firework display and then sea of people slowly made their way out of the place.. of course there were both human and traffic jam for the longest time!

Back at the hotel, the media was invited to a `Wrap Party' with the artistes. Some short speeches, champagne pouring, group photography and of course food! And at about 1:30am, we were `made' to interview the artistes whom must be even more tired than us! Anyway, we didn't ask that many questions..

The whole thing ended at 3am. And I slept at 4am..

So how was it? To be honest, compared to most Chinese concerts I've attended, I thought it lacked climaxes and excitement. It was a little draggy when we had to pause and wait for commercial breaks although sometimes the emcees chatted with the artistes to fill the gap. But overall, I'm impressed with the quality and standard of all the artistes - big names or newcomers.

Here are the photos! Scroll down till the end for my personal `highlights' of the trip! :p


Danga Bay - a new tourist and leisure destination by the sea.. the photo was taken from the tram on the way to the concert venue.


When we arrived at Danga Bay - behind is the place we had high tea before the concert.


Pretty 8TV PR ladies striking a pose by the sea


The tram that took us from the restaurant to the concert venue


The VIP and Media entrance


The stage was pretty huge - heard it's 4 storey-high



Just some of the audience packed like sardines at the `Super Rock Zone'


Air-filled `sticks' that make banging sound when you hit them together!


The opening act - boyband Energy sporting pretty ugly costumes!


Up-and-coming M'sian singer Lim Yee Chung has a nice voice


One of my favourites! The sexy Gary Chaw's rendition of Superwoman would give you goose bumps!


Dancing Queen Landy Wen raise temperature with her electrifying booty-shaking dance!


Boy-next-door Nicholas Teo with his ever sweet smile


Poor Justin was tormented by technical errors but nonetheles gave a superb performance.


Rainie Yang is one of the hottest idols from Taiwan currently


Another of my favourites is JJ Lin who is simply talented and awesome


The artistes at the Wrap Party


Daniel, Gary, Landy, Justin and Yee Chung pouring champagne. They took turns in group to pour as there were too many of them!

And finally! The bonus of the trip... I managed to grab a few artistes to take photos with!


The new R&B prince and awesome singer Gary Chaw


Sexy Landy striking a pose next to me


I waited so long for a pix with the brilliant JJ (in red in case you don't know) and also got Yee Chung as well! Am a lucky gal! ;)

Friday, August 11, 2006

Losing The Spunk?

I think I'm losing it.. :(

I've always been a `gung-ho' entertainment reporter who always speak up at press conferences and many times even approach the subject for photos or autographs!

But why didn't I do anything today? now I'm regretting it...

I went for the press conference of Wilber Pan this afternoon.. Well, he's still relatively new.. an American bred Taiwan artiste who is quite a talent. He has his own characters - singing songs different from the usual fare of ballads, soul or R&B styles that most Chinese singers do. His music is basically rap and hip-hop - pretty good and refreshing I must say!

So, impressed after listening to his latest and also the previous two albums, I decided I should go meet him at his press conference as he is currently in M'sia for a promo tour. Did I mention he is pretty cute? ;) and he was better looking in real than in photos!

My editor said I could write more on a personality piece emphasising on his music rather than a news of the p.c. So just two hours before the p.c. i called up the organiser and requested for short one-on-one but was told they couldn't allocate it. Fine. Thought I would just get as much as I could during the group Q&A session.

But when he was sitting right in front of me and we were to shoot the questions to him, I only asked ONE question! And then my mind sorta went blank. No, I'm too old to be swooned over a young guy like him but somehow I wasn't really concentrating. So after a few round of questions, some of which are not that interesting, the emcee asked: `anymore questions?' The floor was silence. (I wanted to ask but don't know what to ask!?) Then seconds later, it was the end of the short p.c.!

Unlike previously with other artistes, I didn't seize the opportunity to have a photo taken with him. The truth was, it slipped my mind at that time. I also didn't ask him to autograph the album (we each got one copy)

And then it was too late..

Argh! Could it be I was feeling a bit more shy and self-conscious? But wait a minute, that doesn't sound like me!

Is the new paper and work situation to blame for my lack of enthusiasm? Has the disgruntlement and woefulness at work affected me?

I don't know..

Anyway, it looks like not just a concert month for Chinese artistes but also a month for album promotional tour! After Wil, there is Sam Lee and Jolin Tsai pc on Monday.. and the night before I would have just returned from JB for the Summer Live Concert!

Gosh.. a busy time ahead again.

p.s. Here's a pix with a `star' - thanks to my bold friend whom I took with me to Jim Brickman's concert last Saturday! :p